nothing lasts forever :)

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness gets us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A babe that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving all he makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
Never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It won't fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

But we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling, oh..
I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way (x2)

nabasa ko lang sa tabloid habang nasa jeep...

Art. 118. Retaliatory measures. It shall be unlawful for an employer to refuse to pay or reducethe wages and benefits, discharge or in any manner discriminate against any employee who hasfiled any complaint or instituted any proceeding under this Title or has testified or is about totestify in such proceedings.

Art. 129. Recovery of wages, simple money claims and other benefits. Upon complaint ofany interested party, the Regional Director of the Department of Labor and Employment or any ofthe duly authorized hearing officers of the Department is empowered, through summaryproceeding and after due notice, to hear and decide any matter involving the recovery of wagesand other monetary claims and benefits, including legal interest, owing to an employee or personemployed in domestic or household service or househelper under this Code, arising from employeremployeerelations

from the Philippine Labor Code (PRESIDENTIAL DECREE NO 442)

sometimes you have to be bad and get even... :D I work hard not for them.. I will never work for them. Actually I got my own evil goal.. and it will take 85 long days to make it all happen... ay 12:40am na, so 84 na lang tanda babagsak ka na.. bwhahaha

i can't afford to complain forever.. so now i will get even.. hehehe *evil grin*

now, who's the bad guy? :D


for now, i have to bring back my drive to work and do the best i can, while doing some evil things on the side...


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huh? san naman nanggaling un? ano pinagsasabi ko.. hmmm weird. :D - "totoong" michael

stuck in a moment....

I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard


I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company


I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby


You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it


Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing


I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see


And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my


You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep


I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all


You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass


And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass


It's just a moment
This time will pass

ssssslooooooowwwww

Aaaakaalaaa koooo akoooo naaa piinnaaakkkaa ssssloowwww saa mundooooooo....


Merooooon paaaa paaaalaaaang maaasss malalaaaaaa..... haaaaaaaaaay

Bad day......

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

planning for 2007

Wow! It's 2007!! Kailangan na naman magplano, regardless kung magawa man o hindi :D Here are my plans for this year:

Study

Hmm... I guess I want to learn something other than IT. Feeling ko puro pang-IT related skills lang ang natututunan ko from the past years and bobo ako pagdating sa iba. hehe. And ayoko din mabuhay at mamatay ng IT lang ang alam ko.. And hopefully this would help my future to be brighter!! yeahoo!

Save money

Mahirap pero kailangan.. syempre tumatanda na tayo.. dumadami na responsibilities and it's one of the better things to do in planning ahead. I have to help more sa bahay and I have to plan and save money for kat and for myself na din .. hehe!

Learn payroll computations and taxes

Eto kailangan talaga.. ever since I started working, hindi ko tlga binabasa mga payslips ko and wala ako pakialam sa mga taxes etc.. Pero ng dahil sa nangyayari lately dito, kinakailangan ko na.. :) mahirap na.. sayang ka-ching ka-ching!

Be more patient

Pansin ko from the previous years, kulang ako sa pasensha, so kailangan ngayon magbago na ako.. hmmm...

Plan Ahead!!!

Eto talaga kailangan na.. I've been the type of a person na hindi sanay magplano. pero ngayon kailangan ko na tlga kasi patagal ng patagal humihirap na ang buhay at kailangan na magseryoso.. hehe

the ones who are left behind....

* this day really made me feel different emotions.. first, happy; being with my gf and very very fun officemates, whom i always treated as close friends... then sad, since another close friend will bid farewell in WWOS, though it's been normal lately that people are leaving the company, nakakalungkot pa rin since napakadami na din ng mga napagsamahan, kasiyahan and kahirapan ang naexperience... then confusing thoughts. dun dumami.. hehe... hay.. hirap tlga ng naiiwan noh.. :p siguro mahirap din ung aalis.. maffeel ko rin un, pagtagal.. hehe

* A lot of people became sad when knowing that neil is leaving. yup, sobrang bait kasi nya and napasarap kausap at kasama (neil: 100 pesos ko bukas ah :p) pero for me, yup sad ako but kung iisipin ko, dapat maging happy ako for neil since mas matatake nya ung mga opportunities na right for him and i think that will really fit his capabilities. for me ah, pero despite of that, he still showed toughness and good performance in his work as a PM, a friend and a bushwhacker. hehehe! pero dont get me wrong ah.. working in the office is great, and i think neil also enjoyed and learned a lot in his work experience here. In short, it's good for him to go for greener pastures and i know he will succeed. so in a way im really happy for him.. pati syempre, goodbye will always be next once you said hello :)

* and now that question lies on the ones who are left behind... who will be next? will it be I? I dont know.. i think not for now... d pa ko mashado nakaplano e.. and its really hard for me to leave kat and my close friends right now.. i think im not ready yet. pero if only iniisip ko lang is work, definitely I wouldn't think any longer...

* God bless on your journey and you will be truly missed.. and you will always be our bushwhacker! :D thanks for everything bre. :D